Dear blog,
so many things changed after ausmat. my life suckzzzzz. horrible. n FML.
Well i did ausmat and i did pretty okay but it wasn't enough to enter medicine MBBS. i could do other course but not this. Why is god testing me?!? i applied to almost every freaking university in malaysia n unfortunately all of it rejected. I wanted to study in russia but parents said it is too far n not safe there. Okay and then i said okay probably indonesia according to my uncle. But i still want a well degree u know. local is far better than indonesia :( so i preffered india but somehow dad said it is better here bc his afraid that the uni i went to might be unrecognised or something like that. DAMN IT!
okay so yeah and then it was when my uncle helping me to apply to quest university perak with help of course. haihh i'll only know the results next week!!! *crossing fingers* if i really don't get this i have no choice but to go to overseas or else repeat the whole damn thing. but i guess overseas since my parents doesn't want me to waste time :'(
That was one so u can imagine me crying the whole time, depressed, n honestly i felt like commiting suicide at that time. god p
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