Dear blog,
its been a really long time i didn't blog. well finally accepted into lincoln. After so much of hassle i finally am studying medical. Lovely field but requires a lot of hard work. People there are extremely nice. Still need to make friends tho. okay so today done with biochem. Not so easy but yeah i was new so my marks was not taken into account.
Okay so this guy from tuition days proposed to me through fb. pfffft i knw proposing through fb is a major turn off~~~ but i get it he's shy and just broke up with another girl. ( FYI SHE WAS A BITCH) but he likes me from last time. and i actually rejected him.
now im regretting it. i love him. we always skype about once a week. its been long he didn't watsapp. i mean total moron i tell u. hasn't he been thinking of me? :o i'm scared im falling for him n he might forget me :'(
its a silly mistake i'm afraid to commit and talking bout meeting him and all. my parents will skin me alive if they find out. but i can't stop thinking of him!!!
all the time, wake up, during the day, sleep. wtf? i know this will cause me in trouble (studies ,driving,etc) but hey i can't help it. its not easy :(
anyway i decided to tell K the guy that liked me b4 which apparently now is my best guyfren. i think i just broke his heart because i told i like the tuition guy. Ok rephrase i didn't say that. i said i regretted rejecting him. after talking to K he somehow gave an excuse n wanted to hung up :/ i feel like a bitch since he's my friend. i broke his heart :( but hey he likes so many girls b4 me. i think he will overcome, right? right? ohh god !!!!
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