friends

hmmm..friends i have many friends not to say tat many...adalah tapi yang close cuma segelintir sahaja...nasib baik ada fb dapatlah keep in touch sikit.tapi ada yang jarang pergi fb...jarang kali...sampai2 hilang contact...kawan terbaik aku waktu secondary miss A... dia baik sangat hmm kira2 drama queen...like betul2 bukannya macam orang biasa..hidupku ibarat filem kadang2...akulah heroinnya hehehe... miss A sangat unik baik keluarganya pun baik tapi gitu2 adalah juga sifat dia yang negatif..maklumlah tak ada org yang perfect di dunia ini...miss A ibunya pun sangat baik dia berbeza rela tumpangkan aku lagi bagi makanan....tapi malangnya aku dah habis sekolah nak masuk college masuk UNI S lagi

   masalahnya miss A dan Miss K juga kawan aku ambil jurusan yang lain...hmmm kira2 tak jumpa lagi kut..i miss all of them...tapi hidup ini ibarat roda...aku masuk fb connectlah dgn kawan2 primary ku...satu kat pd...satu lagi singapore...satu lagi dah masuk UNI S... aku tunggu march intake je..aku dengar yang kat PD pun nak datang UNI S aku tak keberatan cuma takut je mereka tak nak kawan dgn ku...aku kenal mereka sejak tahun 1 sampai darjah 4 lepad tu dia pergi pd...nama dia miss S dan yang K pulak pergi singapore...sedih ku...lepas tu aku tak masuk lagi geng mereka  miss C dan J..lagi aku cari kawan ku yang baru konon2nya dapat di darjah 4..mereka pun baik tapi sama lar...berpisah..

      baru2 ni ada aku tau mereka nak lepak sama2..tapi aku tak dijemput...bahkan kawanku yang ke s'pore ngak kenal ku katanya namaku mcm pernah dengar...sedih jugak...yang kenal ku skrang cuma miss C...sebab ibunya dan ibuku saling kenal...aku berharap agar aku dapat kawan aku dengar MIss S mau datang UNI S tapi mau ke dia kawan ku lagi??? pening apa mungkin mereka benci sikap ku di darjah 4....meninggalkan mereka???

        dia cantik katanya datang march intake harap2 bolehlah ku ketemu dia n rock the college...selalunya aku invisible di class selalu...kata org aku pendiam...papaku marah katanya zaman skrg tak boleh diam nanti org ambil kesempatan dlm kesempitan pulak...tapi aku bukan mcm tu mungkin sebab aku serius dan mungkin lebih berakhlak berbanding kawan2 ku lain di SMK...i hope i can change my attitude in uni....mentang2lah nanti manalah tau aku ada boyfriend....yang suka..i must b more open to friend wif guys...seriously
   
  sekian sajalah dari the gul in purple scarf...legaa rasanya hatiku ni dapt blog my thought..hahaha

impianku

Hello semua...hari ini teringin pulak aku post dalam bm...saja2...hehehehe....
  well, aku ingin meluahkan isi hatiku ini. aku teringin sangat nak pergi ireland.tapi ibuku tak bagiku pergi..kenapa ye??? aku tanya...kata ibuku...aku tak nak kau tak mahu pulang..lepas tu bawa orang putih sebagai suami...hmm i wanna become a doctor.its not like i want to go.i really love malaysia tapi aku mau lebih mungkin influence dari tempat tusyen.cikguku miss N pernah bilang yang ireland is the best place to study medicine...mungin sebabtu..ayahku dah kasi greencard..katanya boleh lepas tu dia cakap yang adik bongsuku boleh pergi..kekadang jealous jugak tapi aku tau dia tu nak bikin aku marah kut...:)
     i love to travel really see the world...there is also 1 tiny prob..i m aerophobic...the last time i went berak2 sebanyak 6 kali di pulau pinang dan klia...hish hish but i want to overcome it...

i want to c the world bukannya  i tak mampu tapi mampu lebih dari itu keluargaku berada bukannya mau sombong tapi kenyataan dan kami bersyukur sangat2....bukannya aku mintak luar negara tapi dalam negara pun kami tak pergi..sabah,sarawak,terengganu,melaka A famosa..banyak lagi bahkan KL pun belum habis lagi..percaya tak sampai times square pun tak pergi cuma main permainan saja itupun dah lama dah...sungai wang klcc sekarang belum ku jelajah...tapi percaya atau tak aku seorang shopaholic..like seriously baju 800 pun ku beli...mak ku lagilah tapi itu semua buat ku happy n i want to do it more n more n more n more n more....k aku nak pergi tengok awan dania ceritanya best giler..btw i cant wait to shop at salabianca..love it to the more than max..toodles

guys!

well...ola..hehehe!!! whenever i blog meaning i wanna express myself....since i m sooo n waaay to free right now!!! i m thinking lot bout my future! college scary guys scary..y the hot guys r all taken or at least my crushes r all taken!!!???? y god..but mayb i understand probably god says it is not good for me! for eg:
robbert pattinson taken by kristen stewart (ok)
taylor lautner       "         "   taylor swift ( still ok)
cr                        "        "    some1        wth
hot guy frm tuition hooks upwif my school mate ok tats enough....
i m soo shy to talk to guys nooo of coz not
i guess i m scared i might end up loving them n choose the wrong guy..good seats r always taken right ???
after all can i just imagine my life like cinderella swept away by handsome prince
bull the shit
cant be ever!!!! especially in this modern world...where fairytale dont exist anymore! maybe i dont believe in love n marriage...well marriage its really important n lovely..but i havent get to believe it...like my fortune teller says 1.....i will get into arranged marriage...eeeewwwwwww
       my parents was like tat but i can say tat probably to me it doesnt work get wat i mean  ; )

2 i will have 2 boyfriends n have 3 kids...i will marry the 2nd 1 eeewwww...wateva tats it i m done...toodles :)

confused

Ok! I know this is a stupid question to ask have u ever been confused?? like seriously confused tat u cannot take the right choice??? its like choosing a sweet dress tat u ever wanted OR choosing a red sexy heels...oh gosh i m so confused!!! i even started using papers just to see the choice..i plan to go to sunway but the program is either MUFY or AUSMAT!!!!!!!!!!! its sooo confusing both has its pro's n con's...my parents cant help much as they leave it to me. only the lord could help me now!!!! i m praying n praying so tat i always make the right choice in life! getting 9 A'S IN SPM is all i ever wanted...to repay my parents sacrifice n all they had done to me all this years!!!!! hmmm but right now i really have no clue on wat have i got for exam..predictions
     i wanna choose a routh which is fast and safest of all...i dont want to choose the road not taken :)

ABOUT THE GUL IN PURPLE SCARF

WELL!!! Olla and Hello everyone :) welcome to my blog. To me this blog is my diary to me...so i hope u get the point that my blog is anonymously! i am 18 :) and always smiling..i mean i do have my bad times too but then its life right. i am not just a gul but a special 1.the reason for me to choose this title n colour purple is because purple indicates happiness and also sadness...therefore its normal in life ;) soooo ok i m 18 not working still a student ex- Assuntarian. i am an indian n proud of it. currently waiting for my SPM result...i m praying to lord to help bless me with straight A's in fact A+ if possible...strongly believes in god...friendly i guess but special...i have the best family in the world :))) i m ok as in not millionaires but just normal and different frm others..okayyy i may be self perasan here..but well as i said diary!!!! ambition doctor...i hope ;) so goodbye n purple scarf gul will b back soon ;))) xoxo