Dear blog,
I'm on break now well sort of break. Done with my course and such and currently waiting for result -_____-
Okay so its weird i told K i don't think it will work out and he still texts and calls me in d morning. i mean if a girl rejects he should just backoff...is he trying his luck -.-
Okay leave that now PK
after so long he didn't chatted with me but now what!!!!!! he chatted with me yesterday surprisingly!!!!!
I MEAN WTF?!?
okay so maybe i started by liking his gf album with him but hello liking was just part of it!!!! ntg serious until he was like hello old fren..wtf?!?
something is definitely wrong with him -________________________________________-
stupid and then he ignored me...wth..he didnt even know our mum met and he just dont care.
he didnt even know his gf chatted with me..i dont know he could be lying or just not bothered!!!! i don't care!!!!!!!!!
i mean what kinda dumbass friend is he
my sis said i still have feelings for him but i stalk his profile but i hate him...i should just delete my fb i guess...and stop it la..too much haihhh!!!
Friday, December 16, 2011
Saturday, December 3, 2011
we brokeup
we broke up well kinda in a way :/
i told him i cant be with him..never...
my parents wont approve i meant K..so i fb messaged him n he replied me thru text saying i better not meant that..but i guess he wont reply me or even call me anymore!!!!!!!!!!!! HAIHH!!!!!
i told him i cant be with him..never...
my parents wont approve i meant K..so i fb messaged him n he replied me thru text saying i better not meant that..but i guess he wont reply me or even call me anymore!!!!!!!!!!!! HAIHH!!!!!
Saturday, November 26, 2011
Another boring day
hey blog,
next friday i am done with all this compulsory subject!!!! so gotta study for now haha. yesterday i watched breaking dawn and guess what K came all the way to see me. He was soooo short and not the kinda dream guy that i want not even close. there are so many differences between us. Honestly i don't really feel the love when im talking or seeing him. its like i just wanna a company a friend and he is perfect for that. not love.
is it possible that i don't really know the difference in love? or is it because i just haven't find my mr.right.
Well the weird thing is P commented on my status. what a bummer. so unpredictable la this P too much...i replied and until now no reply. what is wrong with this male species?!? i will never seem to understand them -___- hmm im just gonna act normal with K and dont show anything. u know he is shorter than me and he knows that so how am i???? argggggghhhhhhhh wateva life is absolutely complicating to find a company..one thing for sure I HATE LOVE STORIES~~~~~~~~~ it doesn't last i mean seriously...not at all.!!!!!
next friday i am done with all this compulsory subject!!!! so gotta study for now haha. yesterday i watched breaking dawn and guess what K came all the way to see me. He was soooo short and not the kinda dream guy that i want not even close. there are so many differences between us. Honestly i don't really feel the love when im talking or seeing him. its like i just wanna a company a friend and he is perfect for that. not love.
is it possible that i don't really know the difference in love? or is it because i just haven't find my mr.right.
Well the weird thing is P commented on my status. what a bummer. so unpredictable la this P too much...i replied and until now no reply. what is wrong with this male species?!? i will never seem to understand them -___- hmm im just gonna act normal with K and dont show anything. u know he is shorter than me and he knows that so how am i???? argggggghhhhhhhh wateva life is absolutely complicating to find a company..one thing for sure I HATE LOVE STORIES~~~~~~~~~ it doesn't last i mean seriously...not at all.!!!!!
Sunday, November 20, 2011
malaysian studies
Dear blog.
I am absent today for my 1st malaysian studies class. LOL reason: I am sick and too tired to even go :'(
Yesterday was the worst day in my life! we had to volunteer in a carnival.
As it is, waking up in d morning was a total disaster especially when i had just completed WACE about 3 days back. so then the even was okay but i didn't enjoy. it was more like a torture.
SO we were divided into 3 groups, logistics, survey and registration.
Logistics were involved in carrying tables n chairs, setting up stuff whereas registration is basically the goyang kaki job n survey talking about ppl.
i also had a prob encountering with karats!!! about 5 of then disturbed me man!!!!
I am absent today for my 1st malaysian studies class. LOL reason: I am sick and too tired to even go :'(
Yesterday was the worst day in my life! we had to volunteer in a carnival.
As it is, waking up in d morning was a total disaster especially when i had just completed WACE about 3 days back. so then the even was okay but i didn't enjoy. it was more like a torture.
SO we were divided into 3 groups, logistics, survey and registration.
Logistics were involved in carrying tables n chairs, setting up stuff whereas registration is basically the goyang kaki job n survey talking about ppl.
i also had a prob encountering with karats!!! about 5 of then disturbed me man!!!!
malaysian studies
Dear blog.
I am absent today for my 1st malaysian studies class. LOL reason: I am sick and too tired to even go :'(
Yesterday was the worst day in my life! we had to volunteer in a carnival.
As it is, waking up in d morning was a total disaster especially when i had just completed WACE about 3 days back. so then the even was okay but i didn't enjoy. it was more like a torture.
SO we were divided into 3 groups, logistics, survey and registration.
Logistics were involved in carrying tables n chairs, setting up stuff whereas registration is basically the goyang kaki job n survey talking about ppl.
i also had a prob encountering with karats!!! about 5 of then disturbed me man!!!!
I am absent today for my 1st malaysian studies class. LOL reason: I am sick and too tired to even go :'(
Yesterday was the worst day in my life! we had to volunteer in a carnival.
As it is, waking up in d morning was a total disaster especially when i had just completed WACE about 3 days back. so then the even was okay but i didn't enjoy. it was more like a torture.
SO we were divided into 3 groups, logistics, survey and registration.
Logistics were involved in carrying tables n chairs, setting up stuff whereas registration is basically the goyang kaki job n survey talking about ppl.
i also had a prob encountering with karats!!! about 5 of then disturbed me man!!!!
Saturday, November 19, 2011
life after Ausmat
Dear blog,
its been few days after i completed wace. the papers were okay few were errrr i don't know what the hell?!? and most of it were due to time management. Chem was the toughest for me. So scary man. thinking about the results and the consequences. whether i will be able to enter medicine school? only god knows.
My choice is IMU but my parents is basically asking me to enter Monash. Monash is like so high. and they need a good mark in chemistry which is like impossible!!! -_______- but anyway i'll see what i'll do
well i deactivated my fb for a looong time and i came back. PK STILL DIDN'T CHAT! but he instead likes the status and today he commented on my wall post. sooooo weird!!!!!!!!!!!!!! whereas K he told his friend he likes me. until now i don't really know the answer. such a sad thing.
i mean its so difficult for us to be together. extremely difficult.so sad. i mean my parents will skin me alive if they found out :( i like him but the prob is i don't think there's any physical attraction between us i mean he is less good looking. i mean somehow my heart tells me there is this guy cool handsome, rich walking on the earth right now. i mean that is every females dream. but could my feelings towards him just be an affection or love...
right now there is this guy who proposed to me on fb!!!! i mean wth??? he said he came to my college without my acknowledgement. ohhh goshhh like stalker much!!!!!!
Okay then i guess i might as well go for now. community project tomorrow hahahahahaha and i am down with a flu and soarthroat. omg. to make it worst i am having my period!!!! so difficult how to change the pad man! -_____-
its been few days after i completed wace. the papers were okay few were errrr i don't know what the hell?!? and most of it were due to time management. Chem was the toughest for me. So scary man. thinking about the results and the consequences. whether i will be able to enter medicine school? only god knows.
My choice is IMU but my parents is basically asking me to enter Monash. Monash is like so high. and they need a good mark in chemistry which is like impossible!!! -_______- but anyway i'll see what i'll do
well i deactivated my fb for a looong time and i came back. PK STILL DIDN'T CHAT! but he instead likes the status and today he commented on my wall post. sooooo weird!!!!!!!!!!!!!! whereas K he told his friend he likes me. until now i don't really know the answer. such a sad thing.
i mean its so difficult for us to be together. extremely difficult.so sad. i mean my parents will skin me alive if they found out :( i like him but the prob is i don't think there's any physical attraction between us i mean he is less good looking. i mean somehow my heart tells me there is this guy cool handsome, rich walking on the earth right now. i mean that is every females dream. but could my feelings towards him just be an affection or love...
right now there is this guy who proposed to me on fb!!!! i mean wth??? he said he came to my college without my acknowledgement. ohhh goshhh like stalker much!!!!!!
Okay then i guess i might as well go for now. community project tomorrow hahahahahaha and i am down with a flu and soarthroat. omg. to make it worst i am having my period!!!! so difficult how to change the pad man! -_____-
Tuesday, February 8, 2011
the unexpected visitor n the funny dream
OKAY
U must b wondering bout the connection n wat is the title about..believe me its super connected...
this happened on MONDAY MORNING....well i dream of something odd after watching princess n the frog...believe me i was totally obsessed wif prince Naveen..lol
i think it is the most sweetest romantic cartoo eva compared to tangled...it goes down my soul :)
as soon as the movie ended...around 12 then i went to sleep..lol
n tat is where it started!!! i couldnt really remember it..is tat how dream suppose to b..oops i forgot to say something b4 i slept i was basically praying n wishing to tha star "evangeline" tat 1 day i will meet my prince n i dream of.........
cheng cheng cheng
*brandon!!!!!!!! he is this guy in my ex-tuition....he is a major player + flirt according to the guls...hahaha...in my dream he was a selling something but he save me frm something n we fell 4 each other.stupid..damn stupid
how the hell can i possibly dream of him after i wish 4 the star....he didnt even talk to me only once in form 3 he said hi with a flirting face..how????
but then he found a new gul n breakup dated an ex-assuntarian n break up n now another gul both older than him..player...i even told my sis..she said he is hot then pondan n back to hot....her hormones r imbalance..maklumlah blm menstruate..hahaha
anyway then i woke up n dont rememba any thing except the fact tat 100% sure brandon was involved n no1 else..pls he even didnt add me in fb...the guys in tuition always think tat i m a good gul..quiet...n few even think i m a relation of the ferocious teacher..nooo way...n brandon likes to date guls of different race especially indians..but there is no way i m gonna fall 4 him..he is a player..i love sme1 deeply n i dont trust in love!!!!!! how can i possibly love him...okay i admit i had this small crush laz time perhaps till nw...but forget it i m so not gonna date him..imagine my fly finds out..i will b in dead meat soon!!!! hahaha but i guess he has no interest in me anymore neva even added me in fb..so forget it,,its all 4 good...i hope..he is currenly working somewhere.okay n as soon i woke up there was a bell ringing guess wat??? i tot was the guard or something perhaps the gate was not close but i clearly remembered i went out at 12 am to give my fishes food n the gate was closed..thennnn
omg
omg
omg
my maid tot it was the flower man or newspaper boy but nooooooo
it was my grandma..not exactly but my real grandpa's sis which is also called grandma (PARTI IN TAMIL)
she came she came she came!!!!!! i hate her tats it i juz hope she stays till sunday n move her butt off i juz dont like her...she thinks i dont knw how to speak tamil n my dad is emphasizing her to teach us.y dont they understand.i knw how to speak but afraid i might tell it wrongly.(Y)
anyway my mum is worst so much headache wants her to get lost she even doesnt like my maids cooking..even my dad scolded me n asked me to learn frm her.24-hr's watching indian series..n my movies r all disrupted
please god dont b mean i m hoping she goes on sunday pls pls pls pls.....mean while i got to forget about brandon!!!!!! get off my head..is it weid for me to actually add him???
name *brandon has been changed for the privacy of the gul in the purple scarf
U must b wondering bout the connection n wat is the title about..believe me its super connected...
this happened on MONDAY MORNING....well i dream of something odd after watching princess n the frog...believe me i was totally obsessed wif prince Naveen..lol
i think it is the most sweetest romantic cartoo eva compared to tangled...it goes down my soul :)
as soon as the movie ended...around 12 then i went to sleep..lol
n tat is where it started!!! i couldnt really remember it..is tat how dream suppose to b..oops i forgot to say something b4 i slept i was basically praying n wishing to tha star "evangeline" tat 1 day i will meet my prince n i dream of.........
cheng cheng cheng
*brandon!!!!!!!! he is this guy in my ex-tuition....he is a major player + flirt according to the guls...hahaha...in my dream he was a selling something but he save me frm something n we fell 4 each other.stupid..damn stupid
how the hell can i possibly dream of him after i wish 4 the star....he didnt even talk to me only once in form 3 he said hi with a flirting face..how????
but then he found a new gul n breakup dated an ex-assuntarian n break up n now another gul both older than him..player...i even told my sis..she said he is hot then pondan n back to hot....her hormones r imbalance..maklumlah blm menstruate..hahaha
anyway then i woke up n dont rememba any thing except the fact tat 100% sure brandon was involved n no1 else..pls he even didnt add me in fb...the guys in tuition always think tat i m a good gul..quiet...n few even think i m a relation of the ferocious teacher..nooo way...n brandon likes to date guls of different race especially indians..but there is no way i m gonna fall 4 him..he is a player..i love sme1 deeply n i dont trust in love!!!!!! how can i possibly love him...okay i admit i had this small crush laz time perhaps till nw...but forget it i m so not gonna date him..imagine my fly finds out..i will b in dead meat soon!!!! hahaha but i guess he has no interest in me anymore neva even added me in fb..so forget it,,its all 4 good...i hope..he is currenly working somewhere.okay n as soon i woke up there was a bell ringing guess wat??? i tot was the guard or something perhaps the gate was not close but i clearly remembered i went out at 12 am to give my fishes food n the gate was closed..thennnn
omg
omg
omg
my maid tot it was the flower man or newspaper boy but nooooooo
it was my grandma..not exactly but my real grandpa's sis which is also called grandma (PARTI IN TAMIL)
she came she came she came!!!!!! i hate her tats it i juz hope she stays till sunday n move her butt off i juz dont like her...she thinks i dont knw how to speak tamil n my dad is emphasizing her to teach us.y dont they understand.i knw how to speak but afraid i might tell it wrongly.(Y)
anyway my mum is worst so much headache wants her to get lost she even doesnt like my maids cooking..even my dad scolded me n asked me to learn frm her.24-hr's watching indian series..n my movies r all disrupted
please god dont b mean i m hoping she goes on sunday pls pls pls pls.....mean while i got to forget about brandon!!!!!! get off my head..is it weid for me to actually add him???
name *brandon has been changed for the privacy of the gul in the purple scarf
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