So results were out on the 29th of dec (supposedly) but it was out on the 28th evening!!! so i was hesitant. scary of course. i saw everyone status on fb. there were those who scored and those who did badly and those who still does not want to check like me. So finally i had the balls to check.
it was around 10 smtg when i decided to check and i had a fucking marks who fucked up my life. i studied hard and i had a low atar. i only had 74.15!!! what the fuck?!? i was devastated. not even >75
and i checked my marks i sucked in my chem only 49.8 and maths 52.1 and it was D
so 2 D!!!fucked up
Monday, January 9, 2012
Friday, December 16, 2011
Its so difficult to understand guys.
Dear blog,
I'm on break now well sort of break. Done with my course and such and currently waiting for result -_____-
Okay so its weird i told K i don't think it will work out and he still texts and calls me in d morning. i mean if a girl rejects he should just backoff...is he trying his luck -.-
Okay leave that now PK
after so long he didn't chatted with me but now what!!!!!! he chatted with me yesterday surprisingly!!!!!
I MEAN WTF?!?
okay so maybe i started by liking his gf album with him but hello liking was just part of it!!!! ntg serious until he was like hello old fren..wtf?!?
something is definitely wrong with him -________________________________________-
stupid and then he ignored me...wth..he didnt even know our mum met and he just dont care.
he didnt even know his gf chatted with me..i dont know he could be lying or just not bothered!!!! i don't care!!!!!!!!!
i mean what kinda dumbass friend is he
my sis said i still have feelings for him but i stalk his profile but i hate him...i should just delete my fb i guess...and stop it la..too much haihhh!!!
I'm on break now well sort of break. Done with my course and such and currently waiting for result -_____-
Okay so its weird i told K i don't think it will work out and he still texts and calls me in d morning. i mean if a girl rejects he should just backoff...is he trying his luck -.-
Okay leave that now PK
after so long he didn't chatted with me but now what!!!!!! he chatted with me yesterday surprisingly!!!!!
I MEAN WTF?!?
okay so maybe i started by liking his gf album with him but hello liking was just part of it!!!! ntg serious until he was like hello old fren..wtf?!?
something is definitely wrong with him -________________________________________-
stupid and then he ignored me...wth..he didnt even know our mum met and he just dont care.
he didnt even know his gf chatted with me..i dont know he could be lying or just not bothered!!!! i don't care!!!!!!!!!
i mean what kinda dumbass friend is he
my sis said i still have feelings for him but i stalk his profile but i hate him...i should just delete my fb i guess...and stop it la..too much haihhh!!!
Saturday, December 3, 2011
we brokeup
we broke up well kinda in a way :/
i told him i cant be with him..never...
my parents wont approve i meant K..so i fb messaged him n he replied me thru text saying i better not meant that..but i guess he wont reply me or even call me anymore!!!!!!!!!!!! HAIHH!!!!!
i told him i cant be with him..never...
my parents wont approve i meant K..so i fb messaged him n he replied me thru text saying i better not meant that..but i guess he wont reply me or even call me anymore!!!!!!!!!!!! HAIHH!!!!!
Saturday, November 26, 2011
Another boring day
hey blog,
next friday i am done with all this compulsory subject!!!! so gotta study for now haha. yesterday i watched breaking dawn and guess what K came all the way to see me. He was soooo short and not the kinda dream guy that i want not even close. there are so many differences between us. Honestly i don't really feel the love when im talking or seeing him. its like i just wanna a company a friend and he is perfect for that. not love.
is it possible that i don't really know the difference in love? or is it because i just haven't find my mr.right.
Well the weird thing is P commented on my status. what a bummer. so unpredictable la this P too much...i replied and until now no reply. what is wrong with this male species?!? i will never seem to understand them -___- hmm im just gonna act normal with K and dont show anything. u know he is shorter than me and he knows that so how am i???? argggggghhhhhhhh wateva life is absolutely complicating to find a company..one thing for sure I HATE LOVE STORIES~~~~~~~~~ it doesn't last i mean seriously...not at all.!!!!!
next friday i am done with all this compulsory subject!!!! so gotta study for now haha. yesterday i watched breaking dawn and guess what K came all the way to see me. He was soooo short and not the kinda dream guy that i want not even close. there are so many differences between us. Honestly i don't really feel the love when im talking or seeing him. its like i just wanna a company a friend and he is perfect for that. not love.
is it possible that i don't really know the difference in love? or is it because i just haven't find my mr.right.
Well the weird thing is P commented on my status. what a bummer. so unpredictable la this P too much...i replied and until now no reply. what is wrong with this male species?!? i will never seem to understand them -___- hmm im just gonna act normal with K and dont show anything. u know he is shorter than me and he knows that so how am i???? argggggghhhhhhhh wateva life is absolutely complicating to find a company..one thing for sure I HATE LOVE STORIES~~~~~~~~~ it doesn't last i mean seriously...not at all.!!!!!
Sunday, November 20, 2011
malaysian studies
Dear blog.
I am absent today for my 1st malaysian studies class. LOL reason: I am sick and too tired to even go :'(
Yesterday was the worst day in my life! we had to volunteer in a carnival.
As it is, waking up in d morning was a total disaster especially when i had just completed WACE about 3 days back. so then the even was okay but i didn't enjoy. it was more like a torture.
SO we were divided into 3 groups, logistics, survey and registration.
Logistics were involved in carrying tables n chairs, setting up stuff whereas registration is basically the goyang kaki job n survey talking about ppl.
i also had a prob encountering with karats!!! about 5 of then disturbed me man!!!!
I am absent today for my 1st malaysian studies class. LOL reason: I am sick and too tired to even go :'(
Yesterday was the worst day in my life! we had to volunteer in a carnival.
As it is, waking up in d morning was a total disaster especially when i had just completed WACE about 3 days back. so then the even was okay but i didn't enjoy. it was more like a torture.
SO we were divided into 3 groups, logistics, survey and registration.
Logistics were involved in carrying tables n chairs, setting up stuff whereas registration is basically the goyang kaki job n survey talking about ppl.
i also had a prob encountering with karats!!! about 5 of then disturbed me man!!!!
malaysian studies
Dear blog.
I am absent today for my 1st malaysian studies class. LOL reason: I am sick and too tired to even go :'(
Yesterday was the worst day in my life! we had to volunteer in a carnival.
As it is, waking up in d morning was a total disaster especially when i had just completed WACE about 3 days back. so then the even was okay but i didn't enjoy. it was more like a torture.
SO we were divided into 3 groups, logistics, survey and registration.
Logistics were involved in carrying tables n chairs, setting up stuff whereas registration is basically the goyang kaki job n survey talking about ppl.
i also had a prob encountering with karats!!! about 5 of then disturbed me man!!!!
I am absent today for my 1st malaysian studies class. LOL reason: I am sick and too tired to even go :'(
Yesterday was the worst day in my life! we had to volunteer in a carnival.
As it is, waking up in d morning was a total disaster especially when i had just completed WACE about 3 days back. so then the even was okay but i didn't enjoy. it was more like a torture.
SO we were divided into 3 groups, logistics, survey and registration.
Logistics were involved in carrying tables n chairs, setting up stuff whereas registration is basically the goyang kaki job n survey talking about ppl.
i also had a prob encountering with karats!!! about 5 of then disturbed me man!!!!
Saturday, November 19, 2011
life after Ausmat
Dear blog,
its been few days after i completed wace. the papers were okay few were errrr i don't know what the hell?!? and most of it were due to time management. Chem was the toughest for me. So scary man. thinking about the results and the consequences. whether i will be able to enter medicine school? only god knows.
My choice is IMU but my parents is basically asking me to enter Monash. Monash is like so high. and they need a good mark in chemistry which is like impossible!!! -_______- but anyway i'll see what i'll do
well i deactivated my fb for a looong time and i came back. PK STILL DIDN'T CHAT! but he instead likes the status and today he commented on my wall post. sooooo weird!!!!!!!!!!!!!! whereas K he told his friend he likes me. until now i don't really know the answer. such a sad thing.
i mean its so difficult for us to be together. extremely difficult.so sad. i mean my parents will skin me alive if they found out :( i like him but the prob is i don't think there's any physical attraction between us i mean he is less good looking. i mean somehow my heart tells me there is this guy cool handsome, rich walking on the earth right now. i mean that is every females dream. but could my feelings towards him just be an affection or love...
right now there is this guy who proposed to me on fb!!!! i mean wth??? he said he came to my college without my acknowledgement. ohhh goshhh like stalker much!!!!!!
Okay then i guess i might as well go for now. community project tomorrow hahahahahaha and i am down with a flu and soarthroat. omg. to make it worst i am having my period!!!! so difficult how to change the pad man! -_____-
its been few days after i completed wace. the papers were okay few were errrr i don't know what the hell?!? and most of it were due to time management. Chem was the toughest for me. So scary man. thinking about the results and the consequences. whether i will be able to enter medicine school? only god knows.
My choice is IMU but my parents is basically asking me to enter Monash. Monash is like so high. and they need a good mark in chemistry which is like impossible!!! -_______- but anyway i'll see what i'll do
well i deactivated my fb for a looong time and i came back. PK STILL DIDN'T CHAT! but he instead likes the status and today he commented on my wall post. sooooo weird!!!!!!!!!!!!!! whereas K he told his friend he likes me. until now i don't really know the answer. such a sad thing.
i mean its so difficult for us to be together. extremely difficult.so sad. i mean my parents will skin me alive if they found out :( i like him but the prob is i don't think there's any physical attraction between us i mean he is less good looking. i mean somehow my heart tells me there is this guy cool handsome, rich walking on the earth right now. i mean that is every females dream. but could my feelings towards him just be an affection or love...
right now there is this guy who proposed to me on fb!!!! i mean wth??? he said he came to my college without my acknowledgement. ohhh goshhh like stalker much!!!!!!
Okay then i guess i might as well go for now. community project tomorrow hahahahahaha and i am down with a flu and soarthroat. omg. to make it worst i am having my period!!!! so difficult how to change the pad man! -_____-
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